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I'm Giving In, I've lostCategory: (general)
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
08:58:59 PM (GMT)
I'm giving in
Just let someone else lead my life
I'm bending again
Leaving my mind blank
I'm losing again
Just being shown around

I can't say no
I'll hurt in sympathy
I can't say yes
I'll kill in triple three
Can't say nothing
Or it'd be my own destruction...

I can't just go to where I wish
I can't just be allowed to flow where I want to go
Because everyone knows me
And they despise who I am
Just because I'm not like them
Or because they think I'm  better

If you were a star
Would you be lonely far away from other suns?
If you were the moon
Would the world hate you because it didn't have green?
If you were our Earth
Would you feel left out of the fun?

I shine when I can
But when I do they cover me
I try and control the tides of emotions
And I just end up being blamed
I try and grow life
But I just end up holding the knife...

I'm giving in
Let soemoen elsecontrol me
I'm breaking up
Let soemone else pick up the pieces
I'm lying down
Let them move around me

I'd held my head up high
Until the point I couldn't help but cry
I'd tried to tell them all
Until I'd just made it so bad for all
And now I keep silent
Just try to keep the tears out of my face...

I've lost my place.
I've lost my way.
I've forgotten my pride.
I've done away with this ride.
I've lost myself.
I've lost the light.
I've forgotten my soul
I've left behind my voice.
I've lost my choice.
I've lost everything.

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