mm, i wrote thiis.
so basically, i fucked up biiiig tiiime, and, i'm just waiting for it to come
crashing down on me.
i can't even stop this madness.
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fml.

who does he think he is
who am i to judge
who is to blame here
who already knows
what came over me
what was he thinking
what is this supposed to mean
what am i going to do now
when will this all come tumbling down
when did he think this was okay
when did i decide to talk to him again
when will i be able to get completely over him
where was he to tell me he loves me
where was my mind at
where has he been this whole year
where do things go from here
why didn't i leave
why didn't he stop when i said no
why does this always happen
why haven't i learned my lesson
how did we get here
how did this happen
how did i forget
how did he know

surrender, surrender,
surrender your days
waste them away 
alone with me

sunset after sunset
let me tell you all my secrets
maybe you can trust me
when i say it's only you

you say i don't make sence
when i can't explain my feelings
you got me wishing i was everything you need
but we both know i'll never be

i got my issues
i have those moments
sleepless nights, pointless fights
i don't know how we're both still standing

baby you amaze me
every single day
in every possible way
i don't think living without you is healthy for me

the only promise i believe
is your promise to me
your promise to love me
and to never to leave 

baby, you mean this much.
<3