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Jayston and Sammi's Last TalkCategory: Angry
Monday, 27 July 2009
12:46:10 PM (GMT)
Sammi
y permanently?
we couldve acted like that never happend

Jayston
your the one that doesnt want me

Sammi
i nvr said i don't want u
i just don't know jayston
i luv more than anyone
and everyone seems to be ther problem

Jayston
fine
lets just move on

Sammi
like, not together??

Jayston
yes

Sammi
I don't think i can do that Jayston...

Jayston
Why not?

Sammi
cuz like i said
i luv u most...

Jayston
well, i dont' love you anymore

Sammi
i can see that
but i don't understand why

Jayston
because
i just don't anymore
i'm over it

Sammi
and ur sick of this pathetic blonde 
fucking with your love life
right 
got it

Jayston
not sick of it
luving it
i'm just done

Sammi
I HATE YOU JAYSTON!!!
YOU NEVER LOVED ME!!!
AND IF YOUR LOVING IT
THEN Y??
-puts hands on sides of head, shaking head-
y, y, y,y,y!!!???

Sammi
i've always luved you
i'm just... not into you anymore
-staying calm-

Jayston
its strange
u say u've alwaysed luved
then u don't care wen i get hurt BY you
go see if u can kiba to dump dada and make ur your new Sammi

Sammi
b/c pain is pain
either emotional or physical
it always hurts

Jayston
I'm very sorry Sammi
I'd never EVER date Kiba
you can now have your DJ

Sammi
i dont want damed dj
i dont want fuckin dada
i don't want fuckin anyone anymore
i just want my life to be over with

Jayston
im sorry you feal that way
you'll find someone you love that loves you back

Sammi
u don't know me Jayston
in all my life, i've been picked on
i've hung out the the potheads and the losers
i've never been kissed
i've never had a real boyfriend
i just want to be normal
and not some blonde that tries to go for anyguy
i want to fall in love
not just like someone
since i started dating u, i felt stronger
more independent
less needy of a guy
i felt like you were my one link to being normal
and you've taken it away
you've taken it all away
my hope
the things i dream about
last time i dreamed
i dreamed that it was me and you
together like ppl in love
then i ruined it
Jayston, I was right
You are better off without me

Jayston
im very sorry...

im not better...

just different without you

sammi
without me
ur sum1 elses dream

Jayston
like who?

Sammi
i don't know
just not my guy anymore
you'll be sum1 elses comfort zone

Jayston
awww,ok

Sammi
i told u i kissed kiba b/c i like her
i actually kissed her b/c i was scared, idk y, but i was
i didn't kiss DJ back only hugged him
and ur the only one that i want 
ur my own personal heroin

Jayston
awww,really?
well, should we get back together?
anything to make you happy

Sammi
listen
if u don't luv me u dont luv me
i still luv u
u don't have to make me happy
wen u don't want to go out with me

Jayston
ok,thanks for understanding

Sammi
and yet
the tears keep flowing

Jayston
im sorry Sammi

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