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Saturday, 21 March 2009
04:49:49 AM (GMT)
I wrote this one just weeks b4 i broke up w/ my now-ex-gf...it was just another part
of my personal fight.

When I touch you
What will I feel?
When you hold me
Why don’t I feel
The way I felt before?
What do I want
What do I need
What is it
That is central
To my very survival?
Condemned practice.
Unfulfilled desire.
Forbidden love.
~ ~ ~
On the outside,
I am calm
Cold
Reserved
Untouchable
Invincible
OR
I am crazy
Hyper
Funny
Obnoxious
OR
I am tenacious
Resourceful
Studious
Daring
Deadly.
THESE ARE ALL MASKS.
On the inside,
I am screaming
Crying
Losing
Giving up
Bleeding
Sinking
Dying.
Agony that spreads from one word:
Desire.
Desire for something
That everyone else has
That I never will.

Comments 
‹SunLitMoon.› says:   21 March 2009   333775  
"Condemned practice.
Unfulfilled desire.
Forbidden love"

and 
"THESE ARE ALL MASKS"
were my fav parts, :D
 
‹Let You Fall For Every Empty Word I Say› says :   21 March 2009   244566  
Thats so sad.........
 

 
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