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Tuesday, 17 February 2009
08:16:21 AM (GMT)
Dear Diary, Mood-Apethetic

My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the Blood Red
Romance and Suffocate Me Dry concert. It sucks because they play some of my favorite
songs like Stab My Heart Because I Love You and Rip Apart My Soul and of course
Stabby Rip Stab Stab and it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair to do that
flippy thing either like the guy from that one band can do.

I'm an emo kid, nonconforming as can be
You'd be nonconforming too if you looked just like me
I got paint on my nails and makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs

Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression most just call me a fag
Cause our dudes look like chicks and our chicks look like dykes
Cause emo is one step below transvestite

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo

I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes everyday feel like Halloween
I have no real problems but I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara now I'm grounded for a week

Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me its never any fun
They say they already have a xxxxx they don't need another one

Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dye in my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo

...My life is just a black abyss you know? Its so dark and its suffocating me,
grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip. Tighter than a pair of my little
sisters jeans...Which look great on me by the way...

When I get depressed I cut my wrist in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped give me an erection
I write in a LiveJournal and wear thick rim glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes

I'm just a bad, cheap imitation of goth
You can read me 'Catcher in the Rye' and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If I said I like girls, I'd only be half right

I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox I play old school nintendo
I must be emo
I like to whine and hate my parentals
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be eeeeeeemo

...My parents don't get me ya know? They think I'm xxx just because they saw me kiss
a guy...well a couple of guys but I mean its the 2000's can't 2 or 4 dudes makeout
with eachother without being gay? I mean chicks dig that kinda thing anyways.

I don't know diary sometimes I think you're the only one who gets me. You're my best
friend. I feel like tacos.

‹Cassidy916› says :   6 December 2009   992293  
lol I love this song I have it memorized


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