Tuesday, 20 January 2009
11:48:06 PM (GMT)
I was walking and I saw my crush. Josh John. I have always loved him. His is
amazing. I have known him since he was 5 years old. I wish he would just tell me if
he likes me. I also have an enemy. Ashley Blake. She is so mean to me. Ashley likes
Josh. They were together but Josh broke up with her. I was soo thankful. So I was
walking once and Ashley was walking behind me while I was talking to Josh. Ashley
pushed me and there was a bus coming but Josh went in front of me and pushed me and
he risked his life for me. The doctor sad that Josh could live to 2 weeks trough 2
months. I coyldnt believe when he said that. The guy that I wanted to be with
forever. I came to the doctors the next day and Josh was sleeping. I said to the
doctor he must be tired. He said he's not sleeping. Then whats wrong. Well he's dead.
What? You told me that he could live 2 weeks through 2 months. Well ... Well what?!!!
Get your stuff straight!!!!! So now I am 32 years old. I was 14 years old when the
tradgedy happened. I have a husband and a boy and a girl. I still really miss Josh
but I married an amazing person.