Monday, 4 August 2008
05:16:32 AM (GMT)
I'm sorry for my long absences. I am so "busy", I guess you could put it. I'm all
over MySpace at the moment [[not adding anyone I don't know in real life]] and
friends are coming over more often. Not to mention right after camp was over, I came
to my grandma's for a week.
So no one think I have died just yet. If I'm not on for over 2 weeks, then you can
To tell yah the truth, though, I'm finding Kupika boring on this account. I have
great people to talk to, but after my absences, I feel they are out-randomizing me,
and they're more on the flow of things and what's going on. Maybe I'm just going
Actually, I have been rather depressed lately. I have been off-key. I'm not as happy
as I could be. Usually I'm up bouncing around, with no care in the world. Now... I
feel I'm growing up into a "Walter" character. I'm bored easily, not like my usual
easily-amused self. I'm annoyed easily by people I usually think are hilarious and
shouldn't be irrated by. Conversations are being had and I'm suddenly brought into
the game at some random moment when I realize the ball is going straight at me. Even
at church, if Syd or someone isn't around, I'm bored and feel like I don't fit in.
[[If you went to my church, you'd know why that's weird]] I've lost interest in alot
of things I used to love, like Kupika. And now, I actually care if I match in my
clothing. How lame is that? I'm scared someone would notice that my yellow shoes
won't match with my green and rainbowed-parrot shirt. I think I'm letting all my
sister's fashion idears and critism get to my head.
Thanks for listening. [[If you did, you buggers <33]] If you have any advice how to
get rid of Emo Walter, help would be appreciated.
Love from your's truely,