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Friday, 9 May 2008
03:27:32 PM (GMT)
Only for now...

	I leaned over the side of the railing, staring at the water, and shading my eyes as
we sped through the long island sound.  It was, once again, spring break, and
deciding to take a break from the impossibly muggy weather of sweet and sunny
Florida, I had purchased a first class, one way plane ticket to New York city.  
	“You’re not thinking of jumping over are you?” Came a voice from behind Me.  My
parent’s had insisted that I take Joshua with me, certain that I would make another
attempt at killing myself.  It had been two years ago, that I locked myself in my
room and attempted to hang myself…clearly it hadn’t worked, for the rope I had chosen
had snapped,  I had broken both my jaw and wrist in the fall, spent four months in
rehab, and had never been given any real privacy after that.
	Josh,  an old school friend and soon to be step-brother.  His Christian name is
Joshua, but he hates that, so everyone just calls him josh.  His auburn hair blowing
slightly in the wind, and navy-blue eyes sparkling in the sunlight,  A god in
comparison to my own  limp cream colored hair, and dark chocolate eyes.
	“No George dear, I am not thinking of sending  my self to a cold and watery grave,”
I said, turning around with fire in my eyes. Though I loved him like the brother he
was soon to become, I hated how he was always so over-protective, how he blamed him
self that my attempted suicide was his fault, how he thought that his entrance into
my life was what finally drove me over the edge.  “I merely thought that I had seen
an un-discovered species of fish, and had to lean extremely for out over the railing
to check, that’s all.” I said, patting his shoulder as I walked below deck of our
rented  sped boat.	
	 “Ana, I won’t get up in your face on this trip, but please, just promise you won’t
try to kill your self. Please?” he whispered in my ear after catching up to me as I
stood over the sink in the small bathroom, washing the sunscreen from under my neatly
manicured nails.
	“I’ll try not to,” I said sincerely, and I meant it to. “I’ll try my very, very

_Teddys_and_cocolate_ says:   9 May 2008   634286  
don't worry, i'm not suicidal...don't think that
sam_da_boss says:   9 May 2008   279775  
i dont think that
_Teddys_and_cocolate_ says:   9 May 2008   133616  
ok, just i don't want "don't kill your self lizzy!" clogging up the
‹Maryy*_› says:   9 May 2008   845243  
i dont think tht either 
_Teddys_and_cocolate_ says:   9 May 2008   381817  
lol...thats good
Popularity243342 says:   11 May 2008   691341  
Hey, thats a nice story! 
_Teddys_and_cocolate_ says :   11 May 2008   322326  
thanks, i was really bored


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