(Please read, but do not comment)Too embarrassed to be seen in public?
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(Please read, but do not comment)Too embarrassed to be seen in public?
-This is kinda long-
Category: (general)
Thursday, 6 December 2007
10:58:17 PM (GMT)
Well, I'm sorry about not answering messages and stuff...

I'm kind of trying to get out of my rocky stage.

I'm going to visit Ohio on Monday and Tuesday.

Which I have never done, we're going to see the school there.

So I'm stressed about that... My parents want me to be all perfect or something...
First they tell me to be myself, then they tell me to act this way, and no hair in
front of my eyes, and do this, and no this, and behave like this, make a good
impression, and blah blah blah blah ginger.

So I'm trying to deal with that...

But I'm not the best at dealing with things.

Then this happens.

Tonight, Mother asked me if I wanted to go to the mall to Christmas Present shop with
her. *Groan*

I told her I needed to, so yes I would love to come.

So she gets home from work and has dinner, and I'm ready to go, but she notices I
have the Teddy bear with me. (His name is Bear bear.)

She tells me I can't take him. We argue for a little bit, and then Dad tells me I can
take it in the car but not into the mall... (I hate the mall, except for Hot Topic.
Because they have hot people and they also have the coolest stuff...)

I tell them I don't wanna go without him.

They tell me that I can't take him.

So I ask, "Why the hell can't I take him? Tell me the real fricking reason." *Was
going to say Fucking, but had a feeling they would spaz at that.*

And Mother is Silent and Dad says, "Because she's embarrassed to be seen with you."

Imagine how happy that makes me feel.

My own parents don't want to be seen with me, heck, they care what other people think
of me.

I'm in tears at the moment, but that time will pass.

I guess I just lost my level of trust for them, they're now strangers to me.

So if I don't answer, I'm sorry.

YoRi_ says:   7 December 2007   384329  
omg! i'm sorry but your too much of a good friend for me not to
answer to this!!!!
but that is awful.....i would propbley run away and never come
*hugs you and starts to cry!*
Kamino says:   7 December 2007   317159  
Woah cowgirl... Its okay... *Hugs* It's not bad, they think they're
KOTORgamegirl says:   7 December 2007   295314  
i hate schools
kami ish cool just they way she ish
no teddy!
down with parents!
brunetbaby says :   8 December 2007   336369  
mean parents sometimes =[[

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