Friday, 1 June 2007
05:50:17 AM (GMT)
This is a diary about my fears.
I hate spiders. I'm sure loads of people are too but they really freak me out. I've
got one in my bedroom now and it's really scaring me. I'm only doing this because I
want to face my fear. I've done that loads of times before but it's never ever worked
out. Now what if this spider falls on me or something?
2. Small spaces....
I really hate small spaces. I think I'm going to be claustraphobic when I am older. I
hate walking under scaffolding or using lifts where you can't see out. If there is no
lift with glass then I have to use the stairs. I especially hate those grey car-park
ones. What if I was trapped?
3. Watching the news....
Ok, this does sound really weird and it doesn't worry me as much now but when I was a
bit younger I used to make excuses so we didn't have to watch the news. Some stories
used to worry me - eg. bird flu but now I know. It's ok, but I still get worried
That sounds a bit weird too but you'd be like it too if 4 family members had died in
just over 2 years I think. I'm scared that a really close relative will die. Eg my
Dad or Mum? Oh help...I cry just thinking about it. It's so scary thinking about it.
Would I be taken into care?
5. Growing Up...
Ok so now that definitely sounds weird. I'm only 11 and I've still got my whole life
ahead of me. I mean, don't you think it is scary? I've heard about all the stuff,
periods, sex and things like that and it is really freaky. Now I wonder why anyone
would wanna grow up. I need advice on this one from someone who's been through
Ok so that's mostly all of them. I could list them all but you'd probably be reading
til Xmas or something like that. I really really need comments on this one and
letters and messages - anything to help!
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