Friday, 10 August 2012
04:19:49 AM (GMT)
So awhile back, me and my boyfriend broke up, over a mistake, and my friends even
told me they sorta pushed it on him, not completely though, well anyways, he's dating
someone else right now along with me, and he said he was going to break up with her,
and he saw her on Tuesday night, and didn't break up with her, but instead fell more
in love with here. I think he's actually seriously gonna stay with her but tell me he
broke up with her, because he does like her enough to do that, because he liked her
enough to cheat on me with her, twice now, and had the guts to tell me, I mean come
on are you being fucking serious
So I calmed myself down before I wrote the diary entry but not before I threatened
him, I told him if he doesn't break up with her by the end of the fair, I was going
to break up with him, and that's final, because after this relationship, I'm done,
I'm over, I will have officially given up on love, and on guys in general.
So now I'm really pissy and I can't wait to see my best friend when she comes to town
for the fair, like she does every year, I really hope this year isn't any different,
I miss my sissy, I need someone I can trust, which obviously isn't Alex, Bekka,
Calvin, Ryley, or anyone they hangout with, oh and did I mention I can't trust Alex,
probably won't for a long time.
Bust still who the hell does he think he is, I can't believe him, he's such an ass,
and I have to agree with him when he called himself the worst boyfriend, my goddess
are you fucking kidding me. When he breaks up with her he better make it count big
time, or so help me goddess, he's going to be in pain.
I'm sooooo pissed right now, and he better see her again or else he can expect
nothing from me, and when he see's her, he better make the choice then, me or her,
chances are it's going to be her, because I'm probably not going to be there when he
sees her, and thus I won't have an influence on who he chooses.
I'll probably be adding more diary entries in the near future until I calm down, but
it's better I do it on here rather to them, because that might turn into a full out
fight, and I really don't want to get into trouble right now.