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Friday, 10 February 2012
01:27:48 AM (GMT)
I want to cry.
I want to push him against a locker and kiss him until he's got his hands in my
pockets and mine on his chest.
I want to scream.
I want to sleep.
I want to get high.
I want to draw.
I want to write.
I want to cut.
I want to be doing well in school.
I want to make my mom happy.
I want to make my friends happy.
I want to make everyone happy.
I want him back.
I want him to be comfortable.
I want him to stay here.
I want to go back to the mountain.
I hate it here.
I want to go somewhere that isn't here.
I want to get out of this hole, away from these clouds.
But look...
It's all me.
All about me. 
I want, I want, I want, I motherfucking WANT.
WANT WANT WANT. THAT'S ALL I DO. FUCKING LITTLE SELFISH BITCH, FUCKING CUNT. YOU
SUCK. ALL BOILS BACK TO YOU, HUH? THAT'S THE WAY IT'S ALWAYS BEEN. YOU SELFISH
CONCEITED DISGUSTING UGLY FUCK. GET YOUR ASS OFF THIS EARTH, AND OUT OF THESE
PEOPLE'S LIVES. THEY DON'T DESERVE YOU, AND YOU MOST CERTAINLY DON'T DESERVE THEM,
THEY'RE TO GOOD FOR YOU. FUCKING JUST DIE ALREADY.
Fuck you, me. 
With all the hatred, disrespect, and loathing I can conjure, scrape, and gouge from
the bottom of my stupid fucking barrel,
SINCERELY ME.

Comments 
JoJon says:   10 February 2012   335986  
Sucks sometimes
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   10 February 2012   162449  
@JoJon 
Huh. Never would have guessed. 
 
JoJon says:   10 February 2012   824581  
............and to think next week could be worse
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   10 February 2012   207165  
@JoJon 
Seems like you're trying to push my buttons. Go the fuck ahead if
that's what it is. 
 
JoJon says:   10 February 2012   207746  
@PatchMeUp 
This time next year it will just be a memory only. DSTSS 
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   10 February 2012   307770  
@JoJon 
Sure. And trust me, none of this small stuff is very small in my eyes.
It's pretty fucking huge. 
 
JoJon says:   10 February 2012   172714  
I agree with you but next year it wont be so huge. Remember all the
shi* last year.........thats all a memory now
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   10 February 2012   107360  
@JoJon 
Today happened because yesterday happened, right? 
 
JoJon says:   10 February 2012   978882  
Thats the order of things plus you have to add in tomorrow
‹~(Shaywee)~› says:   10 February 2012   567701  
@JoJon 
Everything yesterday affected today. Everything today will affect
tomorrow.
That's the order of things. 
 
JoJon says :   10 February 2012   919499  
and yesterday will be history, forgotten by most
 
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