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just another night...Category: (general)
Thursday, 19 January 2012
01:51:27 AM (GMT)
the ground starts to shake...
my body start to move
i cant stop it
the convulsing patterns of movement...
kick...shake...jump...shake
the chills running down my back as my body begins to sweat
i cant take this anymore
the panic sets it...
tear...so many tears...pouring onto my face
i cant stop this
i cant fight this
i worry about it
i worry too much...
i cant seem to think straight as i begin to violently thrash...
i curl into a ball
i grab my head...
maybe i can rip the thoughts i think right out of my head...
i start to calm down...
laying here curled up
sweating
hurting
thinking...
i lay still...
pain...so much pain...
i cant move now...im in shock...
wait
no...my body begins to shake once again...
cant stop
it wont ever stop...

help me?...
i can barely breathe...


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