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This diary entry is written by ‹Ⓐnn4☯L0vΣ☣›. ( View all entries )

The light to my dark.Category: Poem
Thursday, 5 January 2012
08:34:13 PM (GMT)
You're my weakness..
I'm just sitting here..
Minding my own business...
Off in my own world..
Not caring about anything at all..
Then you walk in. 

My heart stops..
I get butterflies in my stomach..
My mouth runs dry..
And I can't seem to avert my eyes.

You're just another boy..
I will not let you get to me..
I will not let you claim my heart..
I will not let you..
But it is too late.

Every time my heart beats
I hear it calling out your name..
My arms yearn to hold you close to me..
My lips long for yours to touch them..
My heart desires to be touched by your own..
I've lost. 

I've lost to those beautiful dark eyes that hide from the world..
I've lost to the beautiful smile that you keep to yourself..
I've lost to that amazingly deep voice that lies within you..
And I couldn't be more happy.

But when I look in the mirror..
I cry..
What in the world could possibly attract you to me? 

I'm just an average girl..
With average brown hair... 
And average green eyes...
Who wears average clothes..
And is nothing spectacular...
Nothing worth a second look. 

How can I feel this way for someone who doesn't even believe I exist? 
How is it possible that you can make me lose my breath with just one look?
How can it be that I can be so naive to even, for a second, believe that I have a

I don't..
I don't have a Chance in the world..
You will never look at me the way I want you too..
You will never want me the way I do..
I will just be alone..
Being just one.

I still have hope.. 
There is that sliver of hope that refuses to dissapear..
No matter how many times I try to convince it otherwise..
It still believes I have a Chance..
How silly. 

I am the rose and you are my sun..
I am a bee and you are my honey..
I am the dark and you are my light..
I am superman and you are my kryptonite..

Who knows how long this feeling will last..
Probably one more week...
One more month....
One more year..
Or it will never go away.

However long it lasts...
There is just one thing I want you to do..
Never stop smiling..
It was created by angels..
And made just for you.

Last edited: 7 January 2012

‹<♬>Minnie♥Melody<♬>› sings:   5 January 2012   670243  
-Sniffle- And to think I know exactly who this is for!!!!
‹Ⓐnn4☯L0vΣ☣› says:   5 January 2012   696542  
Lol. Yeah.. I don't even know where this came from.. I just sat down,
and thought of him.  His smile kept on popping up in my mind. It's
really beautiful Taylor, you should see it.
BTW, Go on fb.. I put some of the story on there for you.
‹Ⓐnn4☯L0vΣ☣› says :   5 January 2012   366946  
Oh snap.. I was supposed to put the @ sign wasn't I? Oh darn... I'm
so behind..... 
@‹<>Lets^Take^Time<>› There. I'll do it here..
*smiles but turns around and face palms* 


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