Thursday, 29 September 2011
02:20:30 AM (GMT)
Everything is so amazing right now.
I have the perfect woman.
SHE IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT TO ME IN EVERY WAY.
I am no longer depressed.
I am losing weight.
I keep things clean.
I learn new things every day.
I have an awesome time with her, doing absolutely nothing.
I am learning about horses.
I am getting better at not worrying so much.
I love life right now.
She is better.
She no longer has to deal with things out of her control.
She is eating.
Her stomach is better.
She is off drugs, and drinking.
We both are.
She is not cutting.
Together, we have almost completely worked through our problems, in roughly three
Two months was all it took to solve a lifetime of problems.
Two months together.
We can finally be happy with ourselves, and the direction our lives are heading.
Both of us, together, can hold hands and look to the future.
We can leave the past behind, and move ahead, as one.
Jesse, my life could not be any more amazing at the moment.
I feel like I have my priorities straight.
I will eat.
I will exercise.
I will stay away from drugs and alcohol.
I will meditate everyday.
I will work on worrying.
I will work on what I see.
We will help people.
I will go to school and become a teacher, and I will support whatever you decide to
Our life is going to be so amazing.
I feel like finally, we both can truly start learning about each other and growing as
I love you, Jesse.
I know that you love me too.
There is no possible way, though, that you can ever conceive how much I love you.
Think about it.
Whatever you think, multiply that by a million.
That is probably pretty close.
I will never leave you.
I will never lie to you.
I will try my best to never let you down.
You will never have to be alone, again, EVER.
I will be right by your side, with a smile, and a hand to hold.
I love you, Firefly.
Thank you so much for coming into my life, and completely turning it upside down, in
the best way possible.
Thank you for being perfect.
Last edited: 2 October 2011