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I like diaries they are a good place to ramble about things because
you're not spamming anyone
Category: babbles drabbles other bullshit of similar nature
Tuesday, 28 June 2011
03:41:57 AM (GMT)
WELP
I THINK I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR...LIKE OVER 30 HOURS?? Wow I am too tired to count that
shit you can't make me!!
AGAIN
Summer vacation and I have absolutely nothing to do this is fucking me over so bad
I live in the basement where there is no windows days and nights and normal people
time are no longer relevant to me
It's weird because time really doesn't matter at all anymore but I still am super ocd
about always knowing what time it is!! I still wear two watches at all times and I
check them and my computer clock like every few minutes.
At one point... I don't even know how long ago it was exactly, like two sleep cycles
ago, I stayed up for almost two days straight it was fucking nuts I was hearing birds
singing DOWN HERE IN THE BASEMENT and the bag of doritos by the couch kept staring at
me and the armchair on the other side of the room started... breathing... like
seriously breathing. It was nuts! The worst part is I didn't even feel tired the
whole time! My mom has been drugging me up on tea and sleeping pills to actually get
me to go to bed when it starts to get ridiculous.

Actually, now that I think of it, I never feel tired anymore! right now I am
absolutely wide awake, no lie, and I haven't slept in over a day! I think that I've
just crossed the point of no return here, yeesh. I'm really worried because I
seriously cannot sleep even if I try to! It's starting to worry me because my friend
who is really smart and knows things told me that past the two day point the
hallucinations get really bad and shadows start moving and stuff! and then after you
go past three day that's when it starts taking like, really bad effects on your
brain. I DON'T WANT BRAIN DAMAGE YOU GUYS SEND HELP FLIPS TABLE and
then if you go 10 days without sleep you can like, die or something!

This greatly concerns me as it is currently being mixed with my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE
EATING HABITS (go for like almost a week without food, SUDDENLY REGAIN APPETITE AND
EAT EVERYTHING IN THE HOUSE, then return to consuming nothing but liquids) and also
my HORRIBLE HORRIBLE SOCIAL ANXIETY (people terrify me I don't want to interact with
anyone in real life outside of the comfort of like my parents) and also my HORRIBLE
HORRIBLE ATTITUDE TOWARDS BATHING (not gonna leave the house, hardly gonna even leave
the basement, I don't need to bathe like ever!!) and sometimes




oh wow so i just woke up after sleeping for like 14 hours and i don't remember
writing this at all whatsoever

Comments 
‹IcePath› says:   28 June 2011   613875  
WOAH YOU'RE LIKE THE GUY IN FIGHT CLUB SOON YOU'LL MEET SOME GUY WHO
IS THE EXSACT OPPOSITE OF YOU AND YOU GUYS WILL START MAKING SOAP OUT
OF HUMAN FAT AND SHE'LL BURN YOU AND YOU'LL FIND SOME RANDOM GIRL OFF
THE STREET AND SLEEP WITH HERE AND BLOW UP A BUNCH OF CREDIT CARD
BUILDINGS AND IN THE END FIND OUT THE PERSON WHO IS THE EXSACT
OPPOSITE OF YOU REALLY TURNS OUT TO BE YOUR ALTER EGO THAT YOU MADE
OUT OF YOUR SANITY AND THEN YOU'LL BLOW UP A BUNCH OF CREDIT CARD
COMPANIES.............................yeah............................
.....................
i love that movie....................
 
‹IcePath› says:   28 June 2011   630644  
alllso.

you are like super otaku woman. blah you awesome lil gurl.
 
Eydis says:   28 June 2011   755468  
 
‹IcePath› says :   28 June 2011   971477  
@Eydis 
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