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Stuck between love and lustCategory: HELP!!!!!
Saturday, 18 June 2011
05:39:37 PM (GMT)
I have a boyfriend who I love, and I will forever, but I think I did something bad,
I met an old friend, and we were chatting and getting along nicely and I really like
him, in a friendly way however, last night I got carried away- and my old friend and
I kinda, cybered, I feel really guilty, and being of delicate mental state right now
(I'm taking happy pills) anything bad effects my health, how much I eat (almost
nothing to start off with) to how much I sleep (I've only slept four hours). Don't
misunderstand, my boyfriend is my love of my life. But I just want to go back to
being friends with the second guy but, when I talk to him, it feels like we really
did nothing, and I can't seem to justify being angry at him, or crying, I don't know
what to do, I don't like my old friend, but he loves me in a more than a friend way-
I want to stay being friends and stuff, but I'm overcome with guilt! Am I just being
selfish? My boyfriend doesn't know, he's not the jealous type either in his words
'because I know you'll always love me' he's been distant lately, so I was weak, I
don't know what to do, comment, even if just to tell me I'm a cheating B!

Comments 
‹How_Could_You_Be_So_Heartless?› says:   18 June 2011   383733  
Don't worry....it happens and it isn't your fault.I know how it is
even if I am 12.You have a man.He loves you and you love him and then
BAM!One of your old friends come along and tries to steal home
plate.You don't wanna be his girl but you are struggling to keep your
distance then you end up doing something you regret.It HAPPENS
BOO!Don't worry.Just tell him you love him and your deep feelings for
him DAYS before you lay the dirt on him OK.
 
Lyncheh says :   18 June 2011   584991  
You need to cut off contact with this old friend. You've said it
yourself, you don't feel like you did anything wrong when you talk to
him. Well, clearly, you did. It's harsh but consider it a choice
between a solid and honest relationship with your loving boyfriend and
cheating, cheap thrills with someone else. I'd also tell your
boyfriend. He might forgive you, he might not. But he deserves the
choice.
 

 
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