Saturday, 26 March 2011
10:54:32 PM (GMT)
I just recently joined kupika. I don't even remember how I found it. But it seems
like a good place to get my feelings out, vent. So I'm going to tell short parts of
my "story" (my life) in these little diaries.
On my profile it mentions anorexia, cutting, and family issues. A lot of people ask
me about them. So I'll just explain them now.
I was anorexic through middle school and most of high school. I'm still disgusted
with my body, but friends encourage me to eat and I'm trying my best now.
I was a cutter for three years because of family and friend issues. It was just a way
to balance out pain, I guess.
Family issues? My real dad and my mom were together for four years, but then he raped
my mom, which I guess you could say is why I'm here today. My mom decided to not get
an abortion, thank God. But she's remarried now, and I hate the man. He's physically
abusive and a total asshole. My mom recently got in contact with my biological
father, and although he did rape her. I'm supposed to be meeting him soon. I'm not
sure how to feel about that, but that will come in another diary entry I guess.
So now you know more about me.