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Friday, 31 December 2010
07:09:02 AM (GMT)
oh. hey. i just wanted to say, in case i don't get the chance tomorrow. two thousand ten as been an interesting year. not unlike the rest. but particularly this year, there are some things i would like to quit carrying around on my back. i know there was a bit of corruption this summer that we struggled through. aaron, yesenia. i don't know if either of you dislike or even hate me now, but it's okay if you do. i would understand. i'm just coming to that point when i let go. it's an extremely tough thing for me to do, but i know it's about time. i'm sorry if i caused any heartache, i never meant to or was even aware of it if i had. i really hope you two will stay together, it's clear you're undeniably in love. and to split after everything would be tragic. aaron, i forgive you, we all make mistakes. but i guess i still don't understand why you did what you did. yesenia, you're beautiful of course, and obviously, you were meant for him after all, not me. this year i also returned to an old friend. we've had far too many downs to count and not enough ups. i'm glad i talked to again though, for a while. we straightened some things out that needed straightening. and i was thinking it would be the last time, maybe just maybe. but of course, no. josh, i'm sorry for any of the times i may have hurt you. none of them were ever intentional. i don't want to go backward again however, i'm not a person that keeps returning. i know that it will result in yet another fight, one will leave, and then return. it's fruitless. leave it. but i still really hope you are happy and remember the good things i've said, none of the bad. you're amazing, like i always used to tell you. maybe you'll believe me this time? to raina. i have no words. je'taime, te amo, te quiero, i love you. i only know how to say it four different ways, but still. you were there. it was always you. my best friend. not my boyfriend, not my other friends, you. and i know i sometimes may have been frustrating, so i'm sorry, really. you put up with my crap every time, you stayed optimistic and raised my spirits. you made me laugh out loud, you had me crying so hard when you left that time, left me staring at stars on the southern horizon. but you came back, thank god you came back. no one like you in the world, sailorcow. i hope you all remember me, in a positive or negative light. i know i'll always remember you. happy new year.
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blindingsuccess says:   2 January 2011   541485  
I HATED YOU ALL THOSE TIMES B WORD I'M OUTTA HEA'.
Just kidding, I love this, I love you, and how many times did we say
that? and how did I not see this? You made me smile dear, i'll always
be there for you, you're not at all frustrating, and it wasn't even
crap to me, sometimes you remind me of me, because your hot, like me,
and we pretty people deserve better. Haha,  again must I say I love
your entries, and if the people you talked about in this one never see
this, their heart will never feel so beautifully touched, as mines
did. I wouldn't leave you, ever, no, not in my plans, your more than
half of my heart, you will always be I will always remeber we're only
3 states apart, i'll always remeber your eye colour, and you gorgeous
face, i'll always remeber you, and I will never let you get hurt, I
just won't let that happen, because, you're like my sister, that I
haven't yet met before. (; and i'll always remeber the first ever
nickname that I gave to you, my PIGGIEME BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE A PIG..
 
blindingsuccess says:   2 January 2011   526421  
''I am your cow and you are my pig'' remeber that? and it will always
stay just like that.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   3 January 2011   251943  
@blindingsuccess 
Dude.
We were made for each other.
c; 
 
blindingsuccess says:   3 January 2011   884777  
HECK YEAH, WE LIKE EM' OR E OOOHS.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   3 January 2011   988100  
@blindingsuccess 
OOO, OHHH, OHREEOEES. 
 
blindingsuccess says:   3 January 2011   227551  
BUT WE DIE IN MILK SO THERE IS NO HAPPY ENDING.... depressed.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   3 January 2011   392067  
@blindingsuccess 
But we died a good death, happy, together.
c; 
 
blindingsuccess says:   4 January 2011   369371  
I WAS GOING TO LIKE THIS BUT I FORGOT THIS WASN'T FACEBOOK. :/
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   4 January 2011   796290  
@blindingsuccess 
Oh dang.
Kupika so needs a "like" button.
Or SOMETHING. 
 
blindingsuccess says:   5 January 2011   346259  
Haha yeah I always forget that I MADE A ONE HUNDRED ON MY QUIZ AND
ALL THE ANSWERS WERE A.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   6 January 2011   918222  
@blindingsuccess 
WHOOHOO. WHAT THE HECK?
xD 
 
blindingsuccess says:   6 January 2011   652066  
I KNOW? (x my science teacher is crazy.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   6 January 2011   143191  
@blindingsuccess 
MUST BE, LIKE DAMN.
My science teacher whips his hair back and forth.
(x 
 
blindingsuccess says:   6 January 2011   381293  
OH, REALLY? SHOOT. Is facebook down or somethingg?
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   6 January 2011   160237  
@blindingsuccess 
It's awesome, and he sings it too.
No, I don't believe so.
:o 
 
blindingsuccess says:   6 January 2011   823477  
O h my.  MY SCINCE TEACHER IS MEXICAN (;
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   7 January 2011   606665  
@blindingsuccess 
Bahahaaa. Mine is a redhead. 
 
blindingsuccess says:   7 January 2011   640816  
Haha people he's really funny though I love his accent.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   7 January 2011   406723  
@blindingsuccess 
Yesss, totally.
I love my Spanish teacher's accent.
He always says "deal". "This deal" or "that deal".
And "over there" or "over here" for no apparent reason.
(x 
 
blindingsuccess says:   7 January 2011   736482  
why did i say people? (x
HAHA. My spanish teacher rolls his r's hard and calls everybody my
their last name.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   7 January 2011   306642  
@blindingsuccess 
Bwaha, 'cause you're Raina.
AHAHA.
Yeah my Spanish teacher can't say some people's names, like mine, so
he just makes up his own way and we just accept it.
(x 
 
blindingsuccess says:   7 January 2011   258266  
haha wow. (x NICE. How does he pronounce your name??
 
‹freckleshoulders› says:   7 January 2011   835060  
@blindingsuccess 
Sometimes it's Mered, Meredit, or Merida.
He said Merida is the capital of Yukatan so he would just call me
that.
xD 
 
blindingsuccess says:   7 January 2011   251553  
okay, MERIDA.
 
‹freckleshoulders› says :   7 January 2011   290066  
@blindingsuccess 
AHAAA, WOO.
;D 
 

 
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