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(untitled)Category: (general)
Wednesday, 7 July 2010
02:01:26 AM (GMT)
I try my hardest to please everybody around me. 

I try to make everyone happy. I try so hard to not disappoint anyone. I just wish
someone would realize how hard I try. 

I also wish someone would do the same for me.

I'm gay and pretend to be very proud. 

But really...I wish i were straight. 

Then i wouldn't be falling for people who can never love me back.

I see people with eating disorders that are fighting to recover, while I try harder
and harder every day to starve myself until I lose weight. 

I want to be like them. 

And I hate myself for that.

You're beautiful. Everything about you is mesmerizing, you have no imperfections
because anything that could be imperfect about you makes you that much more perfect.
There's not one thing I would change about you. Ever. I just thought you should know

Manderlinaa says :   7 July 2010   497121  
aw these are so ♥


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