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Wednesday, 2 June 2010
06:10:03 PM (GMT)

It's been a long time since I've done one of these... WHATCHAMACALLIT?...
diary page things. Like I'm paranoid that someone will... 




I have feelings of paranoia that lead to nowhere. Clearly a sign of a rational and
sane mind!

I-I dunno. Like, as if someone will somehow figure out where I live and my real name
just by me rambling like a crazy cat lady about what I had for breakfast two months
ago. It's the internet. NO ONE IS SAFE. 8D 


I'd like to talk to more people, I guess. But life has issues. It makes me feel awful
when they talk about the awful things that this universe called reality flings at
them and here's me on the other side of the screen not knowing what to say or do to
make things better, if I can in the first place. 

I do want to help somehow. I wish I could. Yeah, fawk you, reality. 

What's there to talk about anyway? Conversations tend to run along this line:

Person: Hey, what's up? :D
Me: The ground. How're you doing?
Person: Yeah, it's good. -Insert school stuff-
Me: Oh, that's blahblahblahI-hope-you-do-well-and-crap. 
Person: And how about you?
Me: -Unwilling to divulge information about school due to paranoia- Um, it's all

Conversation runs dry.

Me: Er... You like anime?
Person: I've only watched a little. I'm not really into it.
Me:... Oh, okay. 

End correspondence.


Me: Er... You like anime?
Person: Oh yeah, I like blahblahblah and yadayadayada and wakalaka!
Me: Oh. Yeah, I think those are okay.
Person: Yeah.

End correspondence.

I don't like communicating through the phone or IM-ing, but I find real
person-to-person contact to be something I am not overly fond of. Communicating
through e-mails is so different than meeting that person in real life, amirite? I'd
make some examples about how different I am from the way I type, but then again,


Movin' off that topic!

I should write more. I have an urge to delete everything off of my dA and fanfiction
account, though. -_-;; I get the feeling that the quality of my work isn't
consistent... Probably because there are huge time gaps between chapters and stories.
XD I either got better or worse. 

Roleplay! Yes, I should roleplay lots more. 

Um. End Diary Entry?

End Diary Entry.

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