Friday, 7 May 2010
02:37:38 PM (GMT)
who is GOD? he is something different to everyone. he could be a savior or hero, but
for me God is.... in a word non-exsistant.
i mean even if he was exsistant to me i would consider him nothing more than a
i'm what they call ATHIEST! i don't believe in god. i also don't believe in the
general standard of heaven or hell.
and by this i mean heaven to me is were your most happy or feel at peace where as
hell is the dark abis of tourture and suffering.
now, granted we all experience feelings of both.
but i believe that deep down if we were set in a eternal placement of heaven or hell,
we would know the difference.
like for instance, hell for me ( as of right now )
is when i feel the need to grab a shiny metal blade and drag it across skin to see
the waterfall of crimson.
rest assured i feel relived, horror, torment and fury all at once. that for me is the
worst hell that i could possibly imagine.
not the blade itself but the emotions and repercussions.
and god is supposadly supposed to "save" us and he "loves us all" but then why do so
many wind up in the generic hell in bible stories?
if he was a loving, caring or forgiving as all claim then there would be no hell.
they would all be allowed into the sacried land.
so yeah he's a non-exsistant asshole.
those are my thoughts feel free to love, hate whatever!
The following people said "Hello!" because they enjoyed reading the diary: