Tuesday, 4 May 2010
01:31:10 PM (GMT)
Thursday, it sent a chill through her, her head was filled with second thoughts.
What if? What if? What if? No. Her mind was made up.
Unbeknown to Sam she had been aware of his....erections..when they were making out.
Only she had kept quiet becuase she needed some thinking time. The fact that he'd
never mentioned it too, was proof that he didnt want to press things, but Chrissie
knew from her girlfriends that if a boy couldnt have sex eventually he'd cheat just
to blow off some steam.....or to that effect. She definately did not want that, she
loved him, yes she did, she was sure. Sam seemed a little undecided yet, but maybe
after Thursday......he cared, a lot, that much was certain...but hopefully he'll
realise it was love after Thurday.
It was turning into a before and after situation.
Before Thursday or after Thursday. Gulp.
Her friends had talked her through the process, they were all pretty experienced when
it came to sexual stuff. Chrissie was considered the baby of the group. So she knew
(kind of) what to expect.
But it was nerve-wracking all the same. 'A lot of people build it up to be special'
said her friend Mollie 'But its a dreadful anti-climax, chances are, you wont even
have an orgasm, he probably will, you might have to fake it.'
'Fake it?' she'd asked
'Yeah, just moan and go "oh god! yeah, god!" and you'll be fine' assured Mollie
Chrissie wasn't convinced, it hadn't occured to her that she wouldn't have an orgasm
'That's only in books sweetie' said Mollie 'Real life is different, it take practice
and a really hot guy to make you cum'
Chrissie had blushed. was she ready?
the answer was yes.