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Friday, 29 January 2010
02:09:59 PM (GMT)
$ Crying Look At My Life (January 29, 2010)
been crying non stop all the night i just didn't answer the phone didn't look at it
got off line and woke up and put on an act for the family grandmother got to get a
pase-maker put in her heart it's like 30 beats where it should be 60 no normal and i
don't know what will happen my mother been over their all night at her house my
family is falling apart hell my whole  life is falling apart i just want the world
like it used to be it so depress here on this earth my wife left me cuz i couldn't
fill some void my dad always yelling or in a mood over my crazy brother who just
getting wrost he wants to just leave and go home to his family in Lition, IN cuz his
dad been dieing with the BIG C and everything in the house is falling apart i'm
trying to get a under the table job to help them without messing up the income i got
going on now i trying to fixed my car without spending lots of money and finding help
to learn the book to drive and get around town and things my mother things it's get
that i got a wonderful women so she won't worry about me doing something crazy well i
can't tell her but it's over i think i'm not sure i want her not to worry about me no
more she had to help me back on my feet the last time after i got used and everything
took from me inside and stuff it sucks why do i have to live why why why why not now
i can't end it cuz if i do i know she would lose her mother too over me and i want
what best for her

‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   395833  
I'm really sorry about your grandma. I'm really close to mine, and I
think it's really sad. 
I'm starting to cry
I really hope she gets better soon!
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   385808  
it's not that hard on me it's so worst on my mother cuz that is her
mother their@skybluechic 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   630947  
But it's still sad. 
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   624796  
i know it really is 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   715664  
I'm not very religious, but I think this needs a good
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   796133  
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   576758  
You're welcome.
Do you want me to stop commenting?
(some people consider starting a conversation in comments is
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   630933  
Your Good Continue 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   852708  
When is her surgery? 
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   130717  
ahh i'm not sure i think three days 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   106695  
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   640680  
i know fast 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   873934  
Yeah....is it a dangerous surgery? is that why you're so worried? 
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   294050  
yes it is she's getting her heart cut open 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   29 January 2010   869579  
Oh....excuse me while I get queasy..... 
jamesrgrimes says:   29 January 2010   716592  
sorry and on top of that ahh mother not home 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   30 January 2010   787780  
But...you're 25 right? you're allowed to live by yourself.... 
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   318954  
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo no no no 24 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   30 January 2010   996181  
OH...well kupika always says you're one year older then what you
really are.
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   159790  
it's the year 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   30 January 2010   986066  
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   652989  
it does it to everyone
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   925644  
it does it to everyone 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   30 January 2010   347722  
Yeah, I noticed. 
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   647369  
:p so what you up too? 
‹♥Kirsche♥› says:   30 January 2010   955981  
Messaging friends. you? 
jamesrgrimes says:   30 January 2010   719968  
well posting gay comments
‹VampiresaRaven› says :   31 January 2010   261143  
Aaaaaaw poor you


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