Monday, 21 December 2009
04:35:36 AM (GMT)
My grandparents just left. They came to help me shovel and to make sure we
I went outside, in my jacket, runners, sweats, and gloves.
I was in a really happy mood, but now I'm balling, well crying, my head hurts nad I
feel like killing myself.
My brother came home about ten minutes before my grandparents got here. He told me he
and his friend got really freaked out because they saw a figure in St.Patrick's
So, that convinced me to tell them about some real stories.
I told them about the little girl that died on St.Patrick's/Dr.Hammens school. Then I
told them about hte shooting in Meyers. And then I told my sister about the janitor
that hung himself in St.Mary's, inside the shop room. <---Mr.Dolittle told us about
So, when they got here, I got dressed and went outside, and grabbed a shovel and
started talking ot my grandma, telling her that Trystan had seen a creepy figure in
the school, she told me that was freaky. And to lock the doors when we got inside. I
And then I told her hte stories I told my siblings, she said that was really freaky.
Then I said, that if ghosts existed, then it would make sense for them to haunt our
town. She laughed and said yes.
And then my grandpa came up behind me and started yelling. "Stop saying those sort of
things. They aren't real. And your probably getting them all wrong, we've lived here
longer than you and I've never heard a goddamn thing about these stories. You'll
upset the fucking neighbours if you don't shut up."
That wasn't all. But that was the big part of it.
Then I walked into the backyard with my grandma and cried, she told me to go inside,
and told my granpa to Stfu. I didn't go in, and my grandpa came back there and yelled
at both of us. My grandma hugged me and I ran inside and cried. Well am still
I'm so upset about this because I never impress my grandfather. He's always
disappointed, he hates me. He hates my father as well. My mom told me this, and so
has my grandma, she tells me to stay clear of him because he despises me.
Because I ruined my dad's life.
That is all. I would like to hear some cheerful words to make my head stop hurting
please. Talk to me?
I just need to.. be talked to. I'm really upset is why. So I'm annoying you now, I
just really wanna hear good things right now..