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Saturday, 10 October 2009
03:10:46 PM (GMT)
My best friend whom I met at my new school just lost my trust.
We've been best friends for a couple months now, and I was pretty happy about that.
But not I don't even know. Haha. It sounds so cliche, it really does.
It gets more clichee.
Its over a guy!
I broke up with this guy I really liked because he was a perv and just wanted sex. Ya
know the story. 
Anyway, I'd asked my friend to not talk to him. And I told the guy not to talk
to her.
She said she wouldn't. I knew he'd try to talk to her. But I trusted her.

She was over last night and I was looking through her recent texters to send silly
messages. And I came across his name. So of course out of curiousity I looked at
their conversation. The most recent one was her saying "goodmorning(:" to him just
that morning. I looked through a few more. Reading about how he apparently always had
a bit of a crush on her when he met her [through me, obviously] and how he always
thought she was gorgeous and that he'd always wanted a kiss. What do ya know, the
same things he would tell me. And her replies were cute little flirty responses, of
Anywho, I couldn't read anymore and I went into the bathroom to wash my face and wash
my hair. Then I cleaned my room. I did all that just to keep busy from talking to
her. I didn't speak for an hour. And she didn't even know why. 

Then I told her I saw the messages. And said she wasn't gonna let this happen over a
guy. I said too late. Shoulda thought about that before you went behind my back. Not
only was that against "girl code" but when we started the vball season, our coach
told us to never date another girl's ex or something. So whatever.
I'll get over it.
But for now, I officially can't even trust most people.

ElleLove says:   10 October 2009   364962  
oh mi!
‹Rocking The Starz› says:   10 October 2009   193789  
that sucks! what a little bitch!
misumi229 says :   10 October 2009   419819  
ohmy god how awful... poor you... 

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