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Wednesday, 19 August 2009
05:04:12 PM (GMT)
i sleep under a roof. i eat warm food. i drink filtered water. i don't get abused. i
go shopping. i have friends. i have my own room. i don't do hard core farm work. i
speak with my parents and grandparents. i don't have a hard life, most of us
don't.
i have one problem. only one thing, i've realized. of course there are the little
things; like OH MY GOD I'M NOT GOING TO GET MY CMS CLOTHES IN TIME FOR SCHOOL AND I
WON'T HAVE ANY UNIFORM FOR SCHOOL. or, WOAH ASHLEE IS MAD AT ME. but in all reality,
i only have one major problem. nothing ever happens to me. i seriously, do
nothing. my days are just a blur when i look back on them. they're nothing. i need
something. something big to happen to me. something that will change my life - even
in the tiniest bit. just something, to make me smile for an entire day. something big
enough for me to think about it before i fall asleep. i know i sound like a brat,
like people have much bigger problems than i do, but i'm being honest. i would give
away all my family's money, my shopping, my random hang outs with lame kids in slc,
to just be happy with one person, or one passion. my life isn't boring. it's
not. i laugh at dinner over something my baby cousin said, i go swimming with a
friend i haven't seen in a long time, but for some reason, it's just not enough. none
of those things matter the next day. i don't think about what my freaking cousin said
while i'm falling asleep. thanks for reading my patheticness. haha.

Comments 
‹life_has_its_ups_and_downs› says:   19 August 2009   168455  
okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk i was first to comment
 
amethyst21 says :   19 August 2009   725385  
;;
I'll trade you?
Something's always happening to me.
 

 
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