Monday, 8 June 2009
04:23:57 PM (GMT)
Today has been the shittiest day of my life
I want to just curl up and cry, then throw myself out the upstairs window.
I woke up late this morning
The bus came early
I looked like shit, my hair was sticking out like I was electrocuted
I had to make a fricken cartoon strip for a project and people where up my ass about
it because it was due today
Our project sucked by the way.
I've had it with being invisible to the only people I'm my school who aren't fricken
And some dumbass had to pull the fire alarm when it was RAINING outside!
Also my best friend on here had to make me and his own girlfriend think he was dead
while he was fucking alive!!!
And I had people up my ass going 'ARE YOU OK??! ARE YOU OK???! DO YOU WANT TO SEE THE
The guidance councelors at our school don't know what the fuck thair doing!
And they can't do anything anyways! IM JUST HAVING A SUCK ASS DAY!!!!
Oh yeah, and I fucking acted like I was mentally unhinged during gym, I kept hitting
my head against the padded gym walls and muttering to myself. Im not insane, talking
to myself helps me vent my frustration and anger and sadness.