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My Final GoodbyeCategory: My Final Goodbye to him
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
12:45:50 PM (GMT)
This is for someone (I wont say special cuz u aren’t to me anymore from this point on) I always woke up at night thinking about you and how much I miss you. I always wondered what I did wrong. But then I realize I did nothing wrong. Just because I told you the first time I said I loved you I didn’t mean it. Didn’t mean I didn’t love you. You promised you wouldn’t get mad. But you did. You said you always doubt that I loved you. That really hurt me. Then you dumped me. I was so crushed and heartbroken. I ran outside and fell to the ground. And just bust out crying. I only cried for a minute. Then I went back inside on the computer to finish talking to you. I never denied that you were my boyfriend or that I loved you. I told my friends. They told me it was dumb to have a boyfriend that lives so far away. But I didn’t listen. But do I wish I listened to them. No. Because you made me stronger. I’ve got an amazing boyfriend who loves me for me and wants to be at my side always. But its not fare to him that I have these feelings for you. So as of this moment they have gone. One more thing. Just so you know I’m not a person who is fooled easily. I was just to nice to tell you I knew you were lying. This is my final goodbye to you. I’ve got the attitude of the girl with her finger in the air cuz for the first time I really don’t care.

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Last edited: 19 May 2009

‹♥ CoreyJadee ♥› says:   13 May 2009   712592  
you go girl!!!

is it about L????
‹~Sheri'sBeautifulDisaster~› says:   13 May 2009   885381  
thanks corey

and yes it is about L
‹[RealSlimShadii**][PcD-Halooo][Megan*CyberKiss]› says:   13 May 2009   362193  
Wooow girl you kick that guy in the ass with those words! Yeh go
‹~Sheri'sBeautifulDisaster~› says:   13 May 2009   515252  
Thanks. I really wish I could kick him. It would feel so gud.
Fireheart77 says:   13 May 2009   977733  
wow ur finger in the air
‹She'llFlyThatBlackHawkDown♥.› says:   14 May 2009   754341  
"I’ve got the attitude of the girl with her finger in the air cuz
for the first
time I really don’t care" a
aren't those lyrics to a song? they sound familiar.....
‹~Sheri'sBeautifulDisaster~› says :   14 May 2009   977496  
Fire: hell yea it high in da sky

TayTay: "I’ve got the attitude of the girl with her finger in the
air cuz for the first
time I really don’t care" I dont think its from a song but i did
hear it someplace but i forgot where Thanks no dude brakes my heart
and gets away wit it lol


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