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Why Me?Category: (general)
Saturday, 21 March 2009
12:47:21 AM (GMT)
Teenage phases? That’s not it.
Depression? Just a symptom of the real problem.
Reverse psychology? Right or wrong term or not,
It is the heart of the problem.
Society says yes.
My soul says no.
My brain cannot guess
Should I go with the flow?
I want a relationship
But with the world 
Or with God?
I cannot have both.
A cry of pain,
A flash of shame,
Dreaming of what
I could wake up to.
But if I do, 
When I die,
I won’t wake up
To my Savior.
A three letter word
That describes what I am
The monster they tell me
I can control
But deep down I know:
I hate myself
For the way I see this:
That this is Gods curse
On me.
Why me?

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