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Why Me?Category: (general)
Saturday, 21 March 2009
04:47:21 AM (GMT)
Teenage phases? That’s not it.
Depression? Just a symptom of the real problem.
Reverse psychology? Right or wrong term or not,
It is the heart of the problem.
~~~
Society says yes.
My soul says no.
My brain cannot guess
Should I go with the flow?
~~~
I want a relationship
But with the world 
Or with God?
I cannot have both.
A cry of pain,
A flash of shame,
Dreaming of what
I could wake up to.
But if I do, 
When I die,
I won’t wake up
To my Savior.
A three letter word
That describes what I am
The monster they tell me
I can control
But deep down I know:
I CAN’T.
I hate myself
For the way I see this:
That this is Gods curse
On me.
Why me?


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