Friday, 13 March 2009
09:51:59 AM (GMT)
I can't take the bull shit any more. All of my friends are abandoning me, and I
anything. See the thing is I am just a last resort for all my friends and it took me
a few years
to realize that. They only know I exist when they need something: #1. she only comes
when she is out of cigarettes because I always have some. #2. he only acknowledges me
needs a place to crash or to get away from his parents. #3. he doesn't even know me
he hasn't hung out with me in over 6 months.
My desire to keep getting up everyday is slim and none. I am so sick of the feeling
that they just
don't give a rats ass what happens to me. I've been out of school all this week sick
and only 1 friend
has actually said he hopes i get better.
I can't take the resentment anymore. This is fucking bull shit, they call themselves
I know who my real friends are.
I think maybe once I drop off the face of the fucking planet those who call
themselves my friends and
don't act like it will wake up...probably not....but maybe.
Last edited: 19 March 2009