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Bull Shit.Category: bullshit
Friday, 13 March 2009
05:51:59 AM (GMT)
I can't take the bull shit any more. All of my friends are abandoning me, and I
haven't done 
anything. See the thing is I am just a last resort for all my friends and it took me
a few years 
to realize that. They only know I exist when they need something: #1. she only comes
when she is out of cigarettes because I always have some. #2. he only acknowledges me
needs a place to crash or to get away from his parents. #3. he doesn't even know me
he hasn't hung out with me in over 6 months. 

My desire to keep getting up everyday is slim and none. I am so sick of the feeling
that they just 
don't give a rats ass what happens to me. I've been out of school all this week sick
and only 1 friend
has actually said he hopes i get better. 

I can't take the resentment anymore. This is fucking bull shit, they call themselves
my friends.
I know who my real friends are.

I think maybe once I drop off the face of the fucking planet those who call
themselves my friends and 
don't act like it will wake up...probably not....but maybe.
Last edited: 18 March 2009

The_Juggla suggests:   24 March 2009   679411  
Tell them how you feel. See if it does any good.
Juggalo_for_life says:   24 March 2009   279773  
ive tried that i didn't work
Lumenol says:   24 March 2009   572713  
people are always gonna be that way. its really rare to find someone
who actually cares. 

everyone is to busy living their lives not worrying for others, they
all only care for themselves. its really infuriating isnt it?
Juggalo_for_life says :   24 March 2009   355117  
i know but, it kinda pisses me off when i stop everything to help
them out of something they can get in trouble for. And they don't give
a shit what happens to me.

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