Monday, 24 March 2008
11:53:24 PM (GMT)
I feel depressed today. I don't know why I just do. I'm waiting for something to
happen, but what? I don't know. It seems like my heart is ripped out of my rest.
But how? Nothing happened today, I have only talked to a few people today, nothing
happened, nothing extordinary, nothing. Maybe for someone else it was the worst or
the best day of their life. My day was normal, is normal still. Though how can I be
happy when other people, people I don't even know are dieing today. And some of
those people never found their true love, their special someone. As if I had a
special someone, I don't believe that I will ever have a true love. I don't think
anyone could put up with a person like me. I can be a total bitch sometimes, just
becuase I'm depressed. I can't make every person happy, though, I wish I could. I
wish I was someone else. Someone different, well, not internally, externally. If I
do have a special someone out there, I'll probably never find them. Then I'll
probably die of a lonely heart. But oh well. I can't do anything about it.