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a simple fight or to the deathCategory: (general)
Friday, 7 March 2008
12:20:43 AM (GMT)
some guy at my school thats in 10th grade is way bigger than be and im in 8th,but
hes always making fun of me and my friends hes been doing it since last year,hes in
some gang and i made fun of it and him and he starts actin all big and bad and
stuff.but when i was like 7 i made a 15 year old that was as big as him pass out so i
know i can take him but when i usually get in to fights its bcuz me and my friends
are just playin around and then it gets serious,but if i have alot of hate built up
toward someone ill almost kill them if i fight them,and this guy tried to kill my
cousin wen they were around 11 years old(but i didnt know my cousin back then but hes
one of my very best friends and if he wouldve died it would be hard to get thru sum
of the crap in this life).i freak out and sometimes it feels like im not me when im
angry as i am at him,i start screaming and making threats and nothing will stop me
until i make sure he'll know that if he keeps up with all his crap so ill fight until
someone understands what its like here on the other side away from being liked by
people that may not even be your friend.im just afraid of ending up making everyone
scared of me...and im scared that if i go crazy enough that i might be so mad that if
one of my friends tries to stop me ill hurt them...i dont know what to do and im sick
of this guy always making fun of my friends

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