Thursday, 6 December 2007
03:24:32 PM (GMT)
I just want to fade away at this point.
Or go for a walk and get hit by a semi.
I am not loved.
I am not pretty.
I'm not even fuckin' happy that way like some.
Just about everything on me is unattractive.
I'm too fat.
My eyes aren't shaped right
The shape of my face is bad
I'm too tall
My hair is the crappiest ever
My complexion is ugly
My lips are too dark
My teeth aren't white enough
The list could go on and on.
What proof do I have that I'm worth anything?
No friends. Often the wall flower at any place.
And now i have been forced into talking to this stupid-ass therapist because my mom
doesn't want to deal with me.
God, I don't care anymore. I've already stopped trying.
No, I'm not some bitch who hates the world.
I can love people, too.
And typically I'm not even bitchy.
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