Thursday, 19 July 2007
04:35:49 PM (GMT)
i moved with my aunt almost 2 months ago nd my cousins come over everyday. I am
really hating them rite now. They really make me sick. I kno there little kids bt
still im 2 nice of a person so i say nothing. I let them boss me arnd nd do wat ever
they want bt im tired of doing tht. I kno i sound like im whineing like a little kid
rite now bt im really tired of them. There BAD!!!. They rip up my books so i cant
write poetry or nething. I really wish i had another notebook rite now nd i am
forbidden to cut myself even tho my friends arent arnd i still listen to them. Bt im
really pissed off bcuz i really wanna go back home. Ever since i been here i've been
arnd little kids. I lost a close friend of mine nd my stuff keeps going missing!!!
This makes me so madd!! I miss my old rm nd all my friends. Nina left to Greece so i
cnt tlk to her much nd itz summer time so itz worst. Being stuck with badda$$ kids 4
the summer...if i stayed i wuld still hav my old life which wasnt tha best bt it was
better then this shuld i call my dad nd go home?