Friday, 4 May 2007
07:28:38 AM (GMT)
Haha I found Eva (kubix123)'s deep dark secret. Shes a secret blonde! Mwahahahaha it
explains a lot. Like why she has dumb moments (no offence but she can be really dumb.
you want an example? ok. yesterday, she asked: whats 3+5? Haha it was so funny. But
maybe it was the food she was eating. Which was none. All day.), also, why she has
blonde showing through at her roots. But I don't think blonde would suit her. I think
she should stick to her hair how it is now. Which is...
brown/red/blonde. I know wierd right?
Today, my bestest friend (besides Eva) was taken to hospital. She weighs now,
about....5 stone? yeah thats it. She's anorexic, and it kills me seeing her be like
this. I'm trying so hard to be understanding, but it's hard. Now her and Eva have
eating disorders. They haven't eaten a cake or anything like that for about a year,
and also, they COUNT how many times they chew. Its GOT to be over 100 chews before
they can swallow. And yet I'll eat a McDonalds infront of them and they don't cave. I
don't understand. I think they look gorgeous as they are, and I tell them so much. I
asked her if she liked the size zero craze, and my friend (Lucy) said yes and Eva
said no. WHY LIKE IT? How is it sexy? Bones are sexy? I'd much rather have a curvy
who would eat junk food once in a while, without being paranoid. And anyway, I like
personalities the best. Yesh, I know it is a corny line, but hey, its true! Much more
fun to hang out with if they have a sparkling personalitity. Which I admit Eva does,
and yet she cares about food but she wont eat junk food, and she'll eat breakfast and
lunch. But Lucy, wow, she hasn't eaten ANYTHING in 4 months. She must be STARVING!
And shes lost her sparkle, and looks like she is gonna break in half any moment. I'm
And philosophy sucks. Its old men rambling on and on and on about what they think is
right. I would have been better listening to my dad talk about cricket. *annoyed*
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