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someone help meCategory: guilt
Sunday, 15 April 2007
06:44:05 AM (GMT)
someone help......................i think one of my x-friends has commited
suicide....................i feel as though i had something to do with
this...............................at school i was pretending to be my friends
body-gaurd and then the "x-friend" hit her in some way i can't even remember, so
then i pushed the "x-friend" and she got mad and she pushed me and since i'm very
and i mean very short tempered i pushed her back hard and i mean hard and all of a
sudden the x-friend started crying and some people hated me for a bit and then my
friend told the x-friend that she didn't wanna be friends with her anymore and just
today my friend was chatting with the x-friend's brother and she didn't know and
then she told the x-friend via e-mail that she didn't wanna ever talk to her and
that she hated her so the x-friend ran crying into the bathroom with a knife and her
brother said that he heard his mom scream and something fall to the
floor..........................i'm really scared.......................it's almost
as if it was my fault..................if i didn't get so mad then she wouldnt've
"broken up" with the x-friend and she wouldn't have commited what we think
"suicide"

i feel frightened and guilty it's all my fault i wanna die........................my
friends not the type that could be made cry so easilly and this IS serious because
it
actually made her cry.........................it's all my
fault......................i don't deserve to live.....................

Comments 
yoursforever says :   31 July 2008   969152  
dude its not ur fault! believe me, youre not even sure that she
committed suicide. and if she did commit suicide, its probably because
she thought that SHE didnt deserve to live. DUHH. the main reason why
people commit suicide is because they think they dont deserve to live.
if she did committ suicide, then it was probably because she realized
how mush of a bitch she was being, and thought that no one cared about
her anymore. its not ur fault. at all.*pardon my language*

 
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