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Will I ever smileCategory: (general)
Tuesday, 27 March 2007
10:40:25 PM (GMT)
I see what ive done,andwhat ive become. I see who i am, and hate it DAMN. will i
smile when i see your name, or will i cry agin. Will i laugh when i hear your voice,
i wish i had the choice. I would rather die then hurt you, but im totally see threw.
My eyes are now red, my face contorted in pain. I swallowed my heart for the last
time, over three too this rhyme. I try not to think the way i think, but my mind
works without me. I would rather swallow a sword, then hurt you agin you have my
word. My throat is closing, my breathing is full of loathing. Just kill me now and
save me the trouble, because the pain just seems too double. I cried last night and
soaked the pillow case, and i still have yet too finf my face. Now will i ever smile
when i see you name, and laugh when i hear your voice?

rachel123 says:   27 March 2007   878226  
is this true
My_Heart_Breaks_With_Every_Move_I_Make says:   27 March 2007   432746  
yes sir it is
rachel123 says:   27 March 2007   131749  
oh i feel sorry 4 u! every1 should smile and cry but smile mostly...
My_Heart_Breaks_With_Every_Move_I_Make says:   27 March 2007   847299  
i know
maerie cries :   28 March 2007   544547  
wahhhhhhhhhhhh!its just so sad!read my diary pls.im begging you!


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