Wednesday, 30 January 2013
04:11:37 AM (GMT)
It's 12:50am at the moment, and my body feels so absolutely dead, ready to pass out
as soon as I give my mind the willpower to do so as well.
My eyes are still racing everywhere, hyper and intent on detail; the way they should
be in school, rather than drooping at an attempt of sleep.
I just cannot bring myself to fall asleep at a reasonable time.
I have this problem every night, whether it's due to the lack of an early morning
activity requiring I be up at a reasonable time as well, or to the fact that I have
school in the morning and sleep is like willingly fast forwarding to said school.
I sure as hell am not a morning person. In fact, I absolutely love the mysterious
curtain of darkness draping the earth during the nighttime, as well as the way the
street lights reflect blurred images off the glistening, wet concrete streets.
Going to sleep just means missing these things altogether, and waking in a bright,
annoying world filled with idiotic, narcissistic people.
I have yawned a few times now, though. I suppose I'll crash now.
Can I wake up to messages to make the sick morning better? I'm really looking to make
a new friend for confiding in.