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Saturday, 11 February 2012
05:45:27 PM (GMT)
Michael and I are oh so dysfunctional. 
And I don't have anyone to actually talk to about it. Because I just, can't. I can't
bring myself to say "I'm too good for him." I can't bring myself to say "I deserve
better" i cant bring myself to say "its not my fault" and most of all I can't bring
myself to say "he's not worth my time." All I can bring myself to do is log on to
Kupika and talk about how much love sucks. 

Or maybe that's just me.

I'm never going to get another boy like Michael, I'm just not. Boys like him don't
like girls like me. He's different in that way... Once michaels gone it'll be back to
never really liking anyone.

I asked my mom if I could go to prom with him and she said she didn't know. I wanted
a yes. He's not going to go to senior prom without a date. He's going to ask someone
else, if I don't come. Plus, when else am I going to see him? Our spring breaks are
different, and he has senior trip this summer. And I have debate camp. I really wish
I could just tell my mom that I've already done everything she told me not to do, and
it's too late to save my soul. Michael and I at his house is not different then
Michael and I at my house. 

*sigh* I feel like dying.

‹_Lumenol_› says :   13 February 2012   442854  
and things are only getting more difficult after highschool. steel


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