Saturday, 7 January 2012
03:52:34 AM (GMT)
My self esteem just got a boost. O:
This sounds so... childish, idk, but I guess one of my guy friends likes me?
I mean, we aren't all that close, but we're getting to know each other better now
that we have some classes together and the same lunches and stuff. And I don't
exactly have a crush on him back, but I can see us together. He's just so sweet and
nice and he's gone out with some of my other friends, but they never really clicked,
but they did say he's a really good boyfriend. And he's just a nice guy in general.
But he also likes two other girls, one he has liked for a long, long, time, that he
doesn't really want to like anymore, and then one that I swear every guy friend of
mine has liked at some point, but she's cool, so it's understandable. He dated both
of them, but they only really lasted like two weeks tops (like I said, the girls
didn't really feel a connection) and I just... it makes me feel better about myself.
See, I don't have the best luck when it comes to guys. I've never had a boyfriend,
really. I've had one guy ask me out, total... well... two, but the one idek what that
was about... and then I had one other guy I could see myself dating that told me he
liked me, but he liked another girl more I guess and he started dating her. So my
confidence when it comes to stuff like that is pretty low. So just the fact that I
have friends that think I'm likable like that really does a lost for my self esteem.
He doesn't know I know... he just told Meagan, cause he's close to her, but I guess
I'll see where this leads and idk. Maybe something might happen, maybe not, but it's
still pretty cool I think.
On a side note I went to the mall today and ran into a friend from school. lol. He's
always in bookstores, I swear. Anyways, like five seconds after that I ran into my
mom, who I didn't even go to the mall with. I thought that was funny. XD