Thursday, 8 December 2011
07:07:21 PM (GMT)
Well. Couple years ago, I was the goody-two-shoes type of girl who wouldn't let guys
even try to tickle her. I would be the biggest bitch in the world to every guy who
showed any interest in me at all. I was mean to my friends, and they luckily still
like me to this day. I was a virgin..of everything. Not a single boyfriend or an
innocent little kiss. I was one of the most innocent, un-provacative dressing girl
you could meet at my school. Now...I've had 3 boyfriends, very close to sex, and
betrayed one of my close friends, and she doesn't eve know. My second boyfriend, was
my first kiss and the first guy to finger me...all in one night. I felt like a whore.
My 3rd boyfriend was out of this state, and I fell in love with him. We haven't met
yet, but hopefully soon <3 lately...this guy I've been talking to (well, was til this
all happened...) said he likes me and i like him...so we hung out...and it ended up
into making out, hand job, almost sex, that whole deal. He gave me MASSIVE hickies,
never had one before. Came to school with them the next day. Week later, all you here
is "Krystal's a whore!!! did you see those hickies?!? and she got them from HIM?! I
thought he was talking to that other chick! wow, no class homewrecking nasty trashy
slut." When in reality...that chick was psycho, that's why they don't talk anymore.
To get to the point, we don't talk...and I feel like a whore. Well....now that this
is all out...I feel like killing myself -_- but I won't, don't worry. Well........I'm
done. Bye bye.