Wednesday, 23 November 2011
05:48:15 AM (GMT)
You know it's pretty bad
When you're afraid to go to bed.
Because you know,
You'll have to wake up in the morning.
And you know when you wake up
You'll have to change your bandages
And knowing that you'll be in excruciating pain again
It actually makes me cry my eyes out.
I want it all to just
I don't care
Even if I have to die at this point.
As long as I don't have to go through anymore
physical pain like I did earlier.
Worst memory I have so far.
It hurt so fucking bad
Even though the doctor told me it wouldn't
I was in so much pain
I was literally screaming and squirming
It even hurts now.
I want to go to sleep and never wake up
it hurts so bad..
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