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Saturday, 19 November 2011
06:25:48 AM (GMT)
Today I literally had like, an emotional breakdown? 
It was weird. Never have I felt that badly. 
And I blamed my mother, but I am truly the one to blame. 
I can't do things right. 
I felt hopeless. 
According to my mom though, I "don't appreciate the things I have and I want
more,more,more" lol..
And then the added "You're on a road to hellll" -.-' 
She doesn't seem to understand me. God knows I love Him and I know He does too. 
So what, I'm gonna get Skyward Sword tomorrow at the midnight release. 
That doesn't make me a selfish/greedy bastard. 
That makes me like every other freeking Zelda nerd on this planet. 
A new game = WANT. 
-___- She doesn't get my nerdness. lol 
But, yes, today I said I hated my life. And that is for reasons I can't even explain
to myself. 
Luckily though, at the most fantastic of timing, my..really AWESOME friend Joe called
me. <3 
Like right when I went to my room, shaking and yes, crying (Guys have feelings too
lol) he just called. 
And of course I answer, voice rattly, with a simple 'Hello' 
He notices and almost immediately asks what's wrong. 
Me barely able to speak, sighs and says that I will tell him later. 
So we talked and had many awkward silences as I attempted to compose myself. 
He told me a story of when he got his very first Yu-Gi-Oh card.  
Me not knowing anything about Yu-Gi-Oh responds to his tale with a simple nod here
and 'cool' there.  
Our phone conversation lasted about an hour and a half. It was nice, and by the time
he had to get off I felt almost 100%. Like magic, an ordinary phone call from a good
friend can turn into your saving grace. As if my guardian angel went over to him and
said I needed him, and he listened. 

With that being said, I shall leave you with the morale of my story. 
No matter what happens in life, it's ALWAYS good to have something to believe in. 
I, being a Christian, believe that God and the holy spirit will guide my path on a
daily basis as long as my faith remains. 
I'm not here to say you have to be christian, am i? Not at all. What I am trying to
say is having something or someone to believe in and that you know will always be
there for you in the hardest of times is a good feeling. No matter who you
are. Even the strongest of men / women fall down, and believing in someone or
something to pick you up... is a great feeling. That is all, byebye hahah!
Last edited: 19 November 2011

Beyond_Control says:   19 November 2011   898608  
Mikeymassacre77 says :   19 November 2011   880869  
Thank you lol d:


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