Sunday, 31 July 2011
04:14:48 AM (GMT)
Today was an amazing day.
I set goals in my mind, and I met them.
I actually asked her what I wanted to ask her, in my strange little way.
I didn't get a yes, but I didn't get a no. Well, sort of...
I haven't been this happy in a long time, but it comes with a price.
I still can't truly clear my mind, I can get rid of everything except her.
For the first time, I can send all of my worries, my fears, everything away.
but not her....
I think about her now more than ever.
I am really wondering what the hell I got myself into..
Am I creating more worry than I already had?
I don't care.
She is worth it.
She is absolutely the most amazing person I have ever met.
We can talk for hours, about nothing in particular, but I will never want to leave.
One look in her eyes is enough to make me fall in love again.
I hope that I am not too much for her, that I don't ask too many questions, but I
can't control myself.
She makes me be exactly who I am.
and I love it....
I need to stop rambling.
It is late.
The short version is: I am completely in love.
Time will tell, but I think it is amazing.
I can't wait to see her.