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Dear NathanCategory: Letters to no one
Tuesday, 31 May 2011
11:40:36 PM (GMT)
I'm sorry that I fucked up. I'm sorry I'm fucked up. But, you knew what you were getting into from the beginning. I'm sorry that I had to end it. It wasn't because you did anything wrong. I'm just so fucked up in the head. Sometimes I wake up, and its not just me in my head. And all the voices tell me all the things and I don't know what to do. Because, sometimes they're right. And the voices fucked with me so much, everything go jumbled in my head. And I just needed out. I never, ever meant to hurt you. You've gotta believe that. I didn't know how to do it, though. And, then when you started messing with my forest earlier, something snapped. Everything in me, every single goddamn one of them, Was angry. And I cried. I cried for my destroyed woods, And for hurting you And for being such a fuck up. I'm glad that I helped you with your life. I really am. I'm glad you didn't rip your stitches. But now I've got to fix my own life. I don't know how I'm going to do it yet, But I'm going to. I promise that. And yes, I still do care. and I'd really like to still be friends, if that's even possible. I have the feeling it isn't though.
Last edited: 2 June 2011

Devious1 says:   31 May 2011   381380  
I'm here if you need to talk or be distracted.
By the way, you're gorgeous.
HoldStill says :   31 May 2011   336566  
Thank you. 

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