Wednesday, 2 March 2011
12:45:18 AM (GMT)
Jesusss. More ranting.
ALRIGHT, you helped me forget that he even existed.
You helped me get over one of the worst things that ever happened to me. And then you
Without any explanation.
I figured it out eventually, and I just couldn't be happy for you. I'm a horrible
friend for saying that. But it's true.
Now you're trying to "make up for lost time"? I hate that, but it's what I need,
This summer, when you told me why you started talking to me in the first place, I
actually cried. I thought that it was some fucking joke...but that's the thing...it
I don't know yet. Another thing, you're so fucking confusing!
You told me that you think I have the most beautiful eyes ever, and that you love my
personality, that i'm extremely funny.
And then you go and ignore me for the longest time.
You told me that you wanted to hang out again like that one night in september, and I
try to make plans with you, but you end up being busy.
You're ashamed to be my friend, none of your friends know about anything, you'd even
lie if they asked.
I've heard you lie about it! You told your best friend that I was someone else...
some stupid, ugly slut, even...
while I was on the phone. With you both. That pissed me the fuck off, you don't even
But whatever. I wish I didn't care.
Anyways, thanks for being there for me those three months. I appreciate it.