its hard not to cut Login to Kupika  or  Create a new account 

This diary entry is written by ‹Scarlet_Scandal›. ( View all entries )
Previous entry: IM FAILING 7th GRADE? in category (general)

its hard not to cutCategory: (general)
Friday, 4 February 2011
08:20:22 AM (GMT)
Month 2- no cutting, no burning.
But I have been digging my nails into my arm and scratching down as fast as I can.
It's getting so hard.  I'm not looking for pity, just a friend to confide into.  
A friend who'll listen with no judgements and not just look blankly at me and then
brush off what I said.
I just need advice.

My mom thinks I'm trying to piss her off, like I WANT to be screamed at and beaten

My dad thinks the same thing.

My siblings.....yeah.  Just as bad.

My family is so disfunctional.

If anyone is willing to listen/ read and is up for giving me REAL advice, don't
hesitate to help.
Really, please don't.

I just need a friend.  :'(
Last edited: 4 February 2011

‹<3What.A.Wonderful.Caricature.Of.Intimacy<3› says:   4 February 2011   801620  
Awhh, I know how you feel. I might be taken away from my family and i
used to yeah. When you feel like cutting put memories in your
head- the best memories you can think of. Just kinda drown yourself in
happiness (I know its kinda hard, but try your best) and you'll be
alright. I'll be yer friend :D
Blade3793 says:   4 February 2011   228176  
You know I'm here for you just talk to me at school, on the phone, or
come over to my house if you want; i'm here for you so if you ever
feel like cutting just come talk to me I'll try to help as well as i
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says:   7 February 2011   763850  
message me, boy do I have a story for you  
‹-Lane_› says:   8 February 2011   626956  
awwhhh D: i cutburn myself to but ocasionally, i mustly take pills
and feel that high, that numbness to my surroundings. one time, my
family was screaming so i just went upstairs tok 6 c's and almost
o.d'd.... D:
pinkypincessz says:   8 February 2011   232305  
Well you survived 2 months without cutting, survive 2 more months and
it'll become much easier day by day.
‹Scarlet_Scandal› says :   9 February 2011   708961  
oh my that wouldn't be very good (NO sarcasm intended) we should have
a bunch to talk about.  ...well not necessarilly a smiley but you
get it.


Next entry: lets go to Friday's on Saturday and get a Sunday in category (general)
Related Entries
WazUpGuppies: I need advice, help, tips, or a friend-Cutting cutting
WazUpGuppies: I need advice, help, tips, or a friend-Cutting cutting
‹Captain.Incredible.Thor.Man.›: i need advice,...on cutting. stupidity
Hawaiian_Dreams: Advice

About Kupika    Contact    FAQs    Terms of Service    Privacy Policy    Online Safety
Copyright © 2005-2012