Monday, 26 July 2010
07:26:36 PM (GMT)
One of my friends on vampirefreaks.com wrote this and its pretty cool so I thought I
post on here since its similar to the things I write about
i was happy, yes.
am i now, no.
how could you do this to me when you told me such sweet things.
you told me you loved me, you wanted to be with me forever.
I know nothing ever stays. But I just wanted to believe it.
Was I wrong to believe everything you said?
You told me everything would be ok?
So why isn't it?
You told me you would always be here for me.
So why aren't you?
Why did you have to walk away so early?
I loved you more than I thought was ever possible.
Do my feelings not count at all?
I know you wont be reading this.
But I wish you would.
I need to tell you how much this is killing me.
I was myself around you, I felt so comfortable and safe with you.
Why did things have to change.
Without you, I'm nothing.
lost and scared. confused and upset.
angry at the fact you didnt have to do this.
why did you have to let things change.
I'm sorry for everything I ever did to make you mad.
I'm sorry it had to end this way.