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Monday, 21 June 2010
09:39:56 PM (GMT)
Dear Miss Lady Chick, You know who you are. I am sorry for everything I said in the other two diaries. I’ve just… have been upset, and this was the only way I wanted to even communicate. I’m sorry I didn’t try harder to talk to you… I lied; I can’t just stop being friends. Again, you know how I am when I’m upset; I don’t think before running my mouth. I’m sorry you had to be the one I picked on, basically. I hate myself the most for even doing that to you, dear. I’ve annoyed you, I know… and I’m sorry for that too. Gavin is actually the one that gave me inspiration to write this, he’s a really nice guy… I went to see him today; still thinking about this all and I almost cried… I felt pretty stupid because it was in front of him and I couldn’t get myself to quit thinking about it. He asked about how we use to were, and I went ahead and told him. Then he wanted to know exactly what happened, I told him I am just a big fat bitch that can’t quit running my mouth, especially to the people who don’t disserve to be bitched at. He listened for the longest time, and he told me I better apologize and fix this when I got home. He thought it was quite silly of me to just forget about you. He’s right though, I shouldn’t have done this… whatsoever. Again, I’m sorry. I hear that sorry never cuts it, but I’m hoping you’ll find it in your heart to at least forgive me. If you’d like to not be friends like… I thought I wanted but now I want you back, then that’s okay… I just want forgiveness at least... If you want to be friends still, that’d would most definitely make my day. Without a single doubt. I just miss you… And maybe what hit me worse was to know that you’re closer to her than you are with me. I’m starting to believe I’m seriously jealous of her; she has the most amazing person as a best friend. It hurts. I mean, I don’t mind if you have a bunch of best friends, but I’d like to you see at least once a month… Dear, I have something huge to tell you about, but… this is kupika, I’d rather not let people I don’t know be in the middle of this. Ha… But I’m afraid if it’s true. It just happened today, and you might have an idea already… Bottom line is, I am truly deeply sorry for all the things I’ve said and that I miss you, terribly. Take me back, as a friend? I’ll do literally ANYTHING to make up to you too…I can't just leave like I thought I could. You are so important to me.<3 I miss you, lovely. Sincerely, The chick who wants you back as a friend again…

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